Last letter to her boyfriend:

"No matter how much we date each other, we won’t be able to have each other unless Allah wills it. So let’s leave all the Haram ways that guide us to each other and let’s take instead the path leading us to Allah… Wallahi on that path, we would meet if we are destined for each other…

but if we are not, then Allah, our Creator, All-Knower of the unseen and the seen, ...surely knows what is better for us. Let’s fear Allah, let’s trust Him and trust what He already decreed for us. Always remember that “whoever fears Allah, He will make for him a way out [of every difficulty]. And He provides for him from sources he never could imagine. And if anyone puts his trust in Allah, sufficient is Allah for him.” [Qur’an 65:2-3]..

So Allah will surely grant us a way out of this desperation that we may feel now. Our “love” nothing but a whisper of shaitan! It’s not true love! True love last forever but ours will turn to hate on the Judgement day! I don’t want to become your enemy on the day of Judgement! Don’t you know that "Al Akhillaa (friends, lovers who had forbidden relationships…) on that Day will be foes one to another (they will be like enemies) except Al-Muttaqun (the ones who feared Allah) " [al-Zukhruf 43:67] And even if this Haram love turns to Halal one day, there will be no barakah (blessing) on it, because it grew under Allah’s wrath. And what a bad example we would give for our children when they ask us how we met"